Confession

Fuhhh, lamee btol i xblog. But luckily i remembered my passwords. HAHA. Since i'm in the middle of my trials , i shouldn't be blogging, but i did it anyway. SO whatever , just let it be.

My trials start on monday last week. DAMN, bm papers sumpah susahh and sejarah? Dont ask. Nightmare doh. Sumpah , i realise that i reallyreally need to get my lazy Ass up and start to study. Terase bodoh gle xdpt jwb paper sejarah tuh. Next day, The english paper was hard but not as hard as Bm . I dont even know why and aren't English suppose to be a tougher subject that bm. but nowadays the world had turn upside down. Student started to love English more than Bm. Am i right? Anyway, it is better that Malaysia's student had started to improve in all different angle. WHOA. I speaks like the PM. HAHA. Ok, back to the trial. Wednesday paper was my favourite subject , MODERN MATHEMATICS :) , to be frank , it was easier than i tought it would be. I hope that i could score section B paper 2. That was my favourite part. Pergghh , poyo kan? HAHA. Enough with the school thingy.

Now, skip to my bowling life. I've now been under elite trainings for almost 4 months but i can seem to find changes in myself and my performance. I keep playing like a loser. I did play well , but i played dropped games far more than good games. Yes, in conclusion , i suck NOWADAYS. I'm last in the rankings. I want to be good but i just cant really seem to find the ways. I do hope that i'll improve my games and increase my averages before the last evaluation tought. Tlg lah, i dont to be eliminate from the team. I had sacrifices so much things to be in this team especially time . I dont want the time that i had put through just got wasted.

And i think i need to put ALOT of effort and i mean more and more effort because i know i was not really working as hard as the rest of the team. I must get up and start making changes. People are not gonna change me, i need to make changes for myself. I need to be more discipline in everything.

Now, if i want to be in the Sukma team next year , i need to work hard and keep trying my best and i need to excell in my studies as well . Can i?

The hopeless and loser among the retardeds,

ZATI IMAN.